-The Rose-

2 months never blog le, dun bother to blog too... Old has pass new has began... I could only tell myself not to look back, just look forward and run... Kinda like tis song... Came upon it in my bro mp3 player...


The Rose
Some say love, it is a river
And that it drowns the tender reed
And some say love, it's like a razor
And that it leaves your soul to bleed.


Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, it's only seed.


It's a heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's a dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.


When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In spring becomes the rose...

nvSTOPsmiLinG
|3:34 PM|

-The Rose-

2 months never blog le, dun bother to blog too... Old has pass new has began... I could only tell myself not to look back, just look forward and run... Kinda like tis song... Came upon it in my bro mp3

The Rose
Some say love, it is a river
And that it drowns the tender reed
And some say love, it's like a razor
And that it leaves your soul to bleed.


Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, it's only seed.


It's a heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's a dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.


When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In spring becomes the rose...

nvSTOPsmiLinG
|3:34 PM|

-I miss u-

Kinda miss my mummy, she just had an operation today, cannot come home.. no one to scold me, no one to nag me, no delicious food and miss her shadow...


Dear Lord, I pray that she will get well soon, come back home soon... Heal her Lord...

nvSTOPsmiLinG
|11:57 PM|

-When I am weak You are strong-

The message bible from 2 Cor 12 talks about Paul, who had weaknesses he hates and asked God to take it away those weaknesses... Me too I have weaknesses, limitations, "thorns" in flesh I hate... 3 times Paul asked Jesus to remove them.

7-10 "At first I didn't think of it as a gift, and begged God to remove it. Three times I did that, and then He told me, My grace is enough; it's all you need. My strength comes into its own in your weakness.

v11 onwards,
Once I heard that, I was glad to let it happen. I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ's strength moving in on my weakness.

Now I take limitations in stride, and with good cheer, these limitations that cut me down to size—abuse, accidents, opposition, bad breaks. I just let Christ take over! And so the weaker I get, the stronger I become.


To come to think of it, even if we make a fool of ourselves and fall down when we are in His will, it is His responsiblity to direct us, if He led me to it, He will lead me through it. I am glad, it is not me who is in charge but He who is in charge of my life...

nvSTOPsmiLinG
|9:30 PM|

-A narrow way-

finding it hard, to carry this heavy "cross", to drag it on... I felt that I am not able to carry on many times, so many household expenses to pay, so little time, so little amt left... what have i been doing?

The roads ahead are long, and I knew I must walk it, maybe alone... No one can help me, except God and myself... A road for breakthrough, a road that requires miracles from God...

I could do all things through CHrist who strengthens me... Phil 4:13

As I meditate on Samson, who is unequally yoke with Delilah, he lost the anointing of God, Holy Spirit left him, leaving him weak and helpless. what is in my life I need to give up? what is in my life I need to give God, to surrender the good for better, the better for best...

Let everything be done unto the glory of God, for the salvation of many more to come..

Whatever is good and noble, happy and lovely, meditate on these things...

nvSTOPsmiLinG
|12:52 AM|

-Faith-

Birthday has passed a while ago, did not arrange for special outings or party like previous years, felt touched that my many friends remembered and took time to celebrate.

Little did I realize that my job is to minister to impact lives, to impart something to everyone I met, till Kenny mentioned it. Learnt a lot from him, to minister, to touch, to change lives.

Wanna live my life to the fullest, do not want to think back and wonder "what if I".... :D Supporting a family is not easy, but I'm trying my very best, taking one step at a time. Life is taking one step at a time when you know that you have a whole journey ahead.

Forsaking
All
I
Trust
Him

nvSTOPsmiLinG
|11:01 AM|

-Still Running-

Recently have been working super late daily, too tired for any other thing... Morning start work at 9am, sometime meet client till 12 plus or 1 plus in the morning. Don't feel like talking much, just keep on keeping on... Sunday to tuesday tuition every single day....

Felt really bad, could not attend John and Junie, Pris and Jianfeng wedding, Junie looks really really pretty in her wedding pics, all seems so sweet so happy.... May God blesses their wedding, with everlasting love, forgiveness, peace, happiness and harmony.... May there be anointing of God in their wedding, that they will help each other to achieve greater spiritual height, helping each other to love God more and learn the art of live together.

nvSTOPsmiLinG
|11:13 AM|

-A new step of faith-

It's been a long long time since I start to blog again. I have finally graduated from Bible School 2007. I started to work in Prudential almost immediately after that. I remember I used to hate insurance agent, thinking all they want is my money but this is so not true. It is a wrong mentality.

Financial advisor actually helps to acumulate and preserve people's wealth. We help people to invest, to save, to plan for finance so that in years time we will be free of mortage. At the same time we also help to safeguard our life and assets. E.g how your family will be taken care of if you died of accident or gotten a critical illnesses.
The returns for investment are actually quite visible, able to be monitored.

But not everyone would buy that idea. Some people would think all you want is after their money. In this industry, I realize that even though the truth, the message we want to send across is sacred, but the method is not.

Ivy gave my client a calender and some vouchers. Immediately, she broke into a smile. It kinda soothen the atmosphere. I am very new in this line. Thus, there are many things I need to learn for now. I thank God for blessing me with such a good manager, Ivy and such a wonderful colleague, Charris. Both of them guided me along the way and I have learnt so many things from them regardless of work or my walk with God.

I truly pray that in this career, I would be able to help as many people to enhance their finance as possible, from glory to glory! And in all things I do, may it add glory and honor to God's name.

nvSTOPsmiLinG
|1:32 PM|