Saturday, February 03, 2007
-Thank you God-
Dear diary,
I heard the song "what can I do" in Ivan's car. It remind me of Ahmada. Life is pretty destinated I think, many things are not within our control. For example, can I control if I will get cancer? Neither could I control if someone will fall in love with me.
But God's power depend on men's powerless! If we think we can we can we can, then there is no need for God to exist. Neither is there a need for miracles to happen. However when we admit we are unable, God becomes all able. He becomes our strength, made perfect in all our weaknesses. In Him, I taste hope.
During dispensing of medicine, I heard a voice "Congratulation, you've finally died. Now I can reign." In the pharmacy, it was so busy. I type the drugs, I pack it. And even dispensed some. This is the job of 3 person! But my colleauge on MC. I felt as if I cannot manage the pharmacy alone. I felt like saying I give up! Then I heard that voice, "congratulation...."
Then for the rest of the day, I have sufficient strength and ability to carry out my duty. I even feel super awake! This is amazing because I have work from 930 to 630pm before starting my night duty.
Thank God is probably all I can say...
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